no longer easy on the eyes

i'm loosing site of who i am and who i want to be. shay refuses to talk to me. i'm hoping that it will all blow over soon cuz even though he has his moments when i just want to slap him, he is a good friend. i have no idea where i will be living next year and we have exactly five days to figure it out. stacy is most likely going to be living with jason which i think will be better. i love her to death but she's just one of those people that i can't be around 24/7. things with will are going ok i guess. i still think he's hung up on his crazy ex girlfriend even though he says he isn't. it's just hard when she lives RIGHT across the street from him and i hear that she came over and they faught about god knows what. on the bright side of things my birthday is 16 days away and i've been watching weeds all day. best show ever.